I need to disscus somthing with my office head , otherwise i 'M going to  run away ,                 ,,,,,,,,,,,just may ,

i'm hungry  , compeletly feel week with the dry throut . but at least 'm come back ,

 

now i went to go to bed , want to close my eyes then sleeping until tomorrow moning . maybe i will be later to my work place.i will try to catch the time .

 it's not a poety , the live not like your imagenation .

it's a sunny day , there is nobody stay in the office except me. My bosses all have gone to SHAOXI on theirs business trip , here is no ppl talk with me except the ring rung .there are ten item will be informed to bosss, withou him order the job can't continue to do . i called lots of ppl for woke and cleared  table and flood .

through the widow i could see the quiet rive was covered by the tall tree. the sunshine jumped on the leaves dances together with the rive , you see the gold fload upon the water . i hope i can dance on the leaf by the rive , totally forget everthing about the reality , can i ? yes , you can .

just a call disturb me , the ower of the factory asked me did we send the check to his bank ?off course , we did.

the second call from boss and asked me why your voice like so sick ? sorry, i have no idea .

 

suddenly , i recall that Sam forget to replace the light which was broke in the toilet .he must be completetly forget about it ! i just use the cup candy in the dark room , a little bit romantice . ha ha , washing your hands by the week candy , also a little bit weird .

 

,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Makiya , you know that you are fatter than before . you are a lazy pig.

 

 

well , today i'm here .  i havn't be here for a month-----my excuse is i'm really busy , to be honest ,it 's ture .

 

boss not here, so i have time do it right now .befor he return to office i need to  finished it quickly .

 

i spent all of my time for my job except sleeping time , a little bit tired , i mean my energy not enough for it at least sometime . but my office 's atomosphere is not bad , not complex between colleagues . long time i havn't attended my english class ,during the time my tutor call me once and asked my when i will go to school ,if i go there remember to see her . i cannot sure when i will be there .it depands lots of things and my mood .

 

yesterday i dropped to my friends 'm flat , she told me that she and other roommate will move out on saturday , it's not a good new for me , since both us three ppl all good friends , after friday they will live alone in different place that means we will can't gather together eaier . there is a sentance very famous in china "there is no banquet forever in the world ", it means friends gather together since they have the fate on the special knew each , but the final they will go each other 's way to seperate, but it's a good memory in our braind. see, through the life to know lots of kinds ppl then some become your good friends some gone in your past life.

 

i'm not a good person. i'm not responsible for evrything .

ppl told me that if i like a person you will want to meet at any area ,  if you don't like him ,on the contray ,he like you .it 's paiful for you  , you'd try to avoid the person , don't want to make youself embarassed. it's a selfish anl common action .

life a liitle bitter,saure, sweat,spice.

yesterday night i had dinner with jing who are my friend  , after dinning she suggestted me  go to ride bike around the bottom of the mountain , actually i have something els to do ---- lesson . i considered a moment then desided to go with her . we walked to the sort of renting bike store , asked the ower how much about rent one bike , the ower replied us --- ten RMB for one hour .she added that  we need put deposit , of course ,we were disppointted since we havn't carried five hundred RMB. well , it hadn't effected our mood, At least we could walking around the bottom of the mountain  .

i thought the conversation between two girls always around the guy , ha ha . she told me her new funny friend , yeah,  it sounds  that guy is a handsome one ,  jing and the boy all single , might be they have the chance to develop their relationship....ha , but jing told me that  , he maybe can become her closest friend but not boyfriend , no reason , just haven't find the right feeling ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,fate,,,,,,,,, it's a pity .

 

around 8pm we went to KFC to have a juice ,listenning the MP3 together, reading the noval together, drinking the juice together, laughing together, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

 

9 pm , it's the time go home , take care , my friend . ...............

the trouble with my generation is that we all think we 're fucking geniuses,as citizens of the twenty-centry one, who am i ?makiya , wake up , it's almostly nine clock?you should up to work. the life i was leading didn't let me be.................be who i thought i was.

this morning i was later  thirty minutes when i arrived in my office , my manager stared at me and asked me to explain it ,i can explain it because it wasn't inexplicable , i straightforward  told her the  reason is i was  oversleeped . that 's all . actually , i don't care what she want to do to me , even though she can fire me  , on the other hand , i don't want to continue do this job ,and i consider join to anther company , comparing the two company i don't know which one i prefer, maybe the new one has more challenge than my currently job.

chris left a comment on my last blog, but i made a misktake with my computer , i delet it before i check it , , i made so stupid action .

i havn't thought bout msn space is my nerves, actually i havn't notice if oneday i loss it which new one will replace it . don't care ? i have no idea .

 

in china ppl prefer use QQ , but the stranger is i havn't got it , i'm not freak , ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

 

i don't like to chat with my friends , my family on the qq,indeed i just use it as my working tool , nothing else . tonight i will have a appointment with my english teacher , ha ha ha

 

i beggin to hate english , since it's too  difficult  to remember new vocabulary . aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yesterday i went to my friend's home to visit XIUXIU and CHAO , XIU cought a cold and a little sore throat. i havn't told them yesterday is my birthday, i bought a rose to xiuxiu, she was very superised about my action.sometimes there are romantic between girl and girl . we need it no matter how we are poor or rich . 

 

one thing is completely magic ,when  i walke around the street in front of XIUxiu 's home, suddenly a guy recognized me and was saw i hand a rose in my hand ,   and he has double personality . a weird person. i don't understand him well , aslo i coundn't just hear somebody else to judge any one , it's unfair.

 

tonight i will have supper with my brother .